Points of Light

Just having time to think and I am thinking way to much.
it is SO late and I am not wanting to sleep. Feeling this push to find a job.
I am positive the right one will be found. A lot of my friends have had great suggestions, some acquaintances have had good leads.... and the TX Work Commision can help out a little starting the 18th.
I am torn between attempting to go back to school or just take ANY job I can find. However....IF I take something that isn't going to help me meet or be above my bills...then I am back to square one.
I am even willing to relocate. I would miss al of my kids though...that includes all of their friends too.
It is amazing at the insight the young ones have. The intellect is huge with my friends and with the kiddo's I know. They have ALL become my children in a way. Some even call me 'mom' and it makes me smile like a goon. Tonight was nice. Went and met Antje, Mike, Kelly, Jay, Tony, Stephen and Steve along with Lynece and Justin at Lake Grapevine for hamburgers.
I had housemate Bob's oldest daughter with me. It was humid...but nice to see others. It is nice being able to see the stars, too. Not totally clear yet...but it is getting better.
Maybe that is what this is all about. The need or the ABILITY to see clearly has to be developed.
Hmmmm.....gonna think on that a bit.
New eyes are tired so I am saying good night.
Huggles!

still searching

WHEE this is SO much fun!
I am finding that patience is hard to deal with at times. I have put out several resumes and still not much responses.
It is still very early. We shall see.

Keep me in your thoughts and positive prayers?

Thanks to all!

I am NOT good at sitting around...

There seems to be this determination...and patience...to see what is developing. After having my eyes repaired and then vision correction it is HARD to not be active.
However it is SO cool waking up and seeing my children's pictures on my wall that are across the room. This is something VERY different to me.
I love it!

There isn't very much to write at the moment. My mind is focused on other things.
Antje's birthday has come and gone...so did Kiwi's, and Kassy and Marty have a birthday this weekend. Then my Bro-in-Law Doug has one on the 12th. July is VERY busy. Guess a lot of hot weather late August caused a lot of women to be naked!
LOL
See there is my humor again.
I will stop and take pictures today of my mosaic art tables I have been working on. Then I will post them to the blog.
There is so much peace in making them. Fitting puzzle pieces together and in harmony. I have had some help on this last one. Tracy Rugley (my daughters friend and fast becoming my friend, too) has shown up every Wednesday for the last 5 weeks. It is so nice having someone working on them with me. She is such a sweetheart.

I am wondering what type of career I would like at this time.
Maybe I need to attend college again.
Maybe I will just go and become certified in massage so I can go ANYWHERE and work.

I am looking. It is an interesting market at the moment.

Time for me to get busy. My sisters are having surgery today. I will be over there for a few days taking care of them. Okay more than likely they will enjoy having me around and attentive to them!
It will be nice to visit and play cards with them. I am also responsible for taking care of the bunnies and the cat and dog. My sisters own a zoo each.

Time to get moving!
Hope all of you have a wonderful day.

Ah well....

Guess my wings were not strong enough.

I was released from my job today.

The search continues for a position in the corporate world.
I am doing okay. Some ego stings. Some uncomfortableness....but there is determination which is strongest at this point.

Never know what is around the corner and a better 'fit' for me.

To all my friends and acquaintances....do not worry. Networking is helpful however. Heck...who knows...maybe Ikea with my friend Regina? Maybe construction with my friend Kassy? Maybe back to TI? Maybe even Intervoice. My niece tells me that her employer is hiring too.
On my way home I was already making calls and putting the word out. I know a lot of people.
On Tuesday...I will check out a few places with resume in hand.
Monster.com has my resume on line and active.

If worse comes to worse...I can always sell the home and see about moving near my Dad and try to locate something in Washington state. I've talked about it for years...so maybe now is the time.
Too much to decide and I feel the wieght at the moment.
So waiting I will do until Tuesday.

Thanks for reading.

Later!