kinda like....

a need to feel comforted.

Child and Mother spending precious time together and both have so much to say. Limited precious time. It is kinda like ....surreal. Verbal limitations are heard all around us but I hear something different.
I hear the sound of freedom and joy coming.
Laughter.
Zephyr is precious already in my heart. I am so spoiled about getting to touch my daughter in healing massages. She needs the relaxation and the "momma touch" right now.
It can be a bit overwhelming to feel all of this in such a short span of time. I remember how I felt.
I listen to Amanda and help her in ways I wish I had been given. That is what is so very important to me. Human touch and comfort. Feeling safe and cared for. I am lucky to get to play with Zephyr before he arrives. He will be used to the hand motions that I will teach Amanda.

Hehehe
Maybe Jordan will finally get to see that Amanda CAN have the strength to do what I do. ;) He deserves that. Amanda deserves that also.

It is a wonderful gift in family closeness. Time spent on touching each other. Hugs...kisses...holding hands...tickle fights (my personal favorite!)...and naps spent curled up and spooned together all in a row.
Kinda like...
a peaceful heart.

Yeah...that's it.
A VERY PEACEFUL HEART