dreams are meant to be

Even though I have many more dreams than I can remember...I know they are meant for me to see and to learn from.
I have been working on the night shift at work with Hurricane Frances having caused issue in Florida. Our night time support was taking shelter (wonder which shelter was safer myself) while my coworkers and I have been rotating in and out of the office. Wonderful group of people I work with....truly wonderful.
My mental schedule is a bit twisted at the moment, too. Not sure if the sleep I get is good sleep or tormented.
Right now it is thundering and storming BIG time outside (5:35 AM on 9/6/04...LABOR DAY!)
My hopes and dreams can be a reality as long as I remember that there are others involved in the choices, too.
I read my daughter's blog today... Hmmm... I wonder what I can do to help and knowing that I have to let her ask for help and knowing that she will work a way that is appropriate for her to take care of it.
She learns faster than I do.
Other view is curses! I WISH she hadn't learned SOME of those habits from me or from the situations in my life.
But then again, she learns fast.

Duality again...and I mean duality due to being able to see multiple sides to a situation or event.
I always feel the need to balance things out. To place humor into my life so it doesn't hurt so bad.
To laugh is the best for my healing as long as it isn't a forced laugh..a fake laugh...or one to appease another.
I laugh out of joy and happiness and fulfillment.

I am so pleased that I also have friends that are there to ask me if I'm okay just by hearing my laugh being a tad 'off'.

I know I am in a good space. My life is being handled with me being conscientiously aware.

I have had dreams of my children, dreams of my friends, and dreams for myself.
Some are wishes...but some are seeing a different side of it all and recognizing that I too can be there to help when an ear is needed...a shoulder is leaned on...and perhaps one day have the funds to help others as I have been helped.
All in good time
and
All in proper perspective of reality.

Kisses to you all for being there when I needed you most.

:)