Letting go

Discovery of oneself means to let go of previous perceptions.
The old beliefs hold no value for what one feels today.
Fears have a way of holding me in an old pattern.
I am learning to let go of wanting my friends,family, or lovers (past and present included in my multiple inference) to understand my heart and mind. I can be who I am openly and not worry about someone approving of me.
I am enjoying my life at this time.

My bestest friend Marty is coming back to the USA! He is also my roommate and has been one of the best support systems for my mind.
My friend Chris has moved on to other adventures.
My children are searching for their place in the world which may entail Amanda moving to Colorado and Jason may move to Allen from Melissa, Texas.
My niece is in Florida right now training for her new job.
My sisters are happy in Wylie, Texas. My Mom and Stepdad are happy in Terrell, Texas while my Dad and Stepmother are happy in Port Townsend, Washington.
I also have a Stepbrother that lives in Port Townsend. My Stepsister lives in Seattle. They both have families and are happy where they are.

I am the only single, besides my 22 year old son, in my family.
Jason is attempting to get back into college and I think he will do well with his choice of major.

I am only responsible for me.
I love my friends but I am FINALLY willing to walk on my OWN.

I let go feeling like I am responsible for anyone else's happiness or growth.

I like my experiences of new people and going when and where I want to go.

I am letting myself go so I can discover my new path and my new companions in my life.