A sight change and learning how to Fly...

Tomorrow I am doing something for me. Lasik. I have thought about it and planned for it for over 5 years. I try to reason it out to make it okay to spend the money for it. I managed to do that so I don't feel guilty.
It has never been that I could see the world clearly. I am looking forward to this opportunity. I also realize there are risks. However....living is a risk also. Get my drift?

Learning that I have value was a trick and a half. Acting that same knowledge means that I need to speak up when things are not to MY understanding also.

Marty pointed that out tonight. He gets to be my med-travel buddy....
again.
Sweetie bestest friend he is. Always there when I need help or a solid shoulder to lean on and talk to.
He knows me better than I sometimes think I know myself. Actually not...but he is unafraid to speak on it.
Thank GOD for that!

I am doing well for all those I know.
Just been really busy learning my job and following through with the commitments I have.
I work too much!
But I do need quiet times occasionally and that is when my friends find me the easiest. Believe it or not....at home.
Sometimes I just don't want to answer the phone. Especially if I am working on my thoughts and my meditations.
Be patient and leave me a voicemail. I will call back. You can also choose to join me. I would welcome company at anytime.

It is late....time for bed so I can learn to enjoy my day tomorrow with a new view of how the world is.

Thanks, Marty....for always being my friend and being here.
Oh yeah...you get to call my mom, dad, and my kids Amanda and Jason .....my niece.... and then my sisters, while I am asleep.
;)