Tuesday, June 07, 2005

To listen and to learn

I am amazed that there can be such difference in my voice that my friends and loved ones can tell it by the sound in my voice.

" You sound REALLY happy! " "You sound peaceful and pleased! "

These are but 2 of the comments that I hear when I tell my loved ones of how my new job is going.

Nice to know that the feelings inside are coming to the surface.
It isn't that I have been unhappy for a while.....just seeking where I fit in with my life.
What do I want to do.... where so I want to be....what do I want to learn?

Being back into the Jewelry business feels 'comfortable'. I am a little impatient with myself just because I know I adapt so well in technical areas....that I sometimes get my ego into the way and 'hear' how to do my job and then adapt it to the way I can work it.
I need to remember to learn it the owners way first....then start pointing out what I see and feel may be useful.
They will make the decision....Not me. I don't own it.

I LOVE this job!
I actually enjoy the humor and the feelings in the office.
NO judgments....just enjoyment.
There is a dry sense of humor in the place which I find delightful!
Wickedly fun!

I am going to a Hash House Harriers event called CoTex....yep! Sounds like it and probably will feel pretty used like one afterwards.
It is a running event ( I will more than likely do a lot of walking ).

My life still has some things to work out....but that is part of living.

:)

I am happy...I am thrilled that my kids (includes my niece, several of my kids friends, and even a few of my friends children, too!) are healthy and life progresses on for them also.

It is ALL good ( Thanks for reminding me of that, Marty! )

Kisses and Huggles!


1 comment:

Bella said...

so, you've "listened and learned"...now what's been up??? hmmmmm? hmmm???

love you!