ZIP boom BANG!

How fast can life take over?
In the blink of an eye...mostly your children's eyes :)
Where do I start?
Certainly NOT from the beginning!
I moved (or STARTED moving) on 1/12/07.
Still have not finished.
I stayed in the hospital with Amanda on the night of the 12th for Jordan to be able to work. I think I have stayed a TOTAL of 3 nights in my new home :)
Today is the 25th!
OMG time flies like a PIG with WINGS! LOL

I have a very good relationship occuring. We both agree that having seperate spaces is REALLY important to each of us.
I have a new grandson and I don't want to interfer with the kids learning (but it is nice to know they need me occasionally).
I have lost my bestest friend due to growth in self.
I am loving the man I am involved with.
I had a good visit with my youngest child (Jason) that I wish I had taken vacation for. Maybe I can go see him soon.
I am trying to deal with the comming death of the oldest friend I have ever had. I want to call him and get him over to me. I WANT to take a few days off to do so though. I have a new job position and have discovered my days off have changed (grrrr that I was not happy with) but I like the raise in pay :)

I spend too much time running around. I want to organize my home
I have bills to take care of and am TRYING to find my "box o fun".

I no longer smoke, have lost almost 100 lbs, stay pretty active working out (although of LATE it is every other day when I stay at "the Man's home" and we work out together in the AM).
I stopped drinking.... well I had a glass of wine the first night I stayed in my home and Elaine was visiting. I love my best friend BriBri...and adore his company.
I have cooked my first meal in my new home for BriBri, Linda, and Elaine.
I have washed SEVERAL loads of laundry (Baby Gear!) and taken 2 showers there.

See what I mean?
I miss my friends.
I will slow down soon (like this weekend) and finish up moving adn loading my new place.
I need shelves for my pantry adn I want to locate an inexpensive kitchen island so I can store cookware and have counterspace to use.
I need a coffee pot since Mark adn Marty decided mine was no good and threw it away.
I allowed that to happen and I am PISSED about it.

There was a lot of trauma that occured when Mark became a roommate. I like the man when he is on his own. I did not willingly submit to someones opinion of WHAT I was because I know WHO I AM.

I was so saddend by hearing my bestest friend did not WANT me at his party that I was trying to get to.
That may have been why my truck was not returned in time for me to attend the party in my old home.

I once liked and trusted Mark but never will again. I watched him display characteristics that rememinded me so much of an old life that it scared the hell out of me and I could not stand being at home. I really loved that house when Marty, Tracy and I rented it.
Sad to lose it.
Maybe when Mark vacates it I will rent it again.
I told the old landlord that too.

There has been MUCH to deal with emotionally but I feel very purposefull and pleased.

I DO want to thank Mark for showing me that I REALLY wanted to live alone for the FIRST time in my life. I need it.

Soon there will be lots of pictures to post of my grandson. As soon as I get the situation straightened out about my ISP provider.

Damn credit fraud reports :)
Keep you safe...but MAN if it isn't updated you are SCREWED!

LOL
It is ALL good.

Talk to you laters!