it's been a month

Since Leslie died.
It's been very weird in my head....yet calm.

It's been a month since I really lived in my apartment...or rather since I moved into it :)

It's been a month since I worked out consistantly and I am not happy with that.

I have a lot to process right now. Changes coming into my life and I need to be ready to adapt.
I wonder if I am really willing to face the negatives of myself completely. Can I face the positives as well?