sometimes

I wander around looking at the faces of people. Sometimes they look lost. Some are sad, others are just distant.
I wonder if they realize that the ability to look at LIFE is as simple as it feels. You walk around with your eyes open and a smile on your face.
The creation of joy first starts with a thought. The creation of pain starts with a thought...or a perception.
Mostly when things are not occurring the way I THINK they need to occur.
Yes, I still get scared and nervous at times. That is why I smile.
People relax when a smile lights upon their mental recognition.
Dancing is a body smiling.

To look into the eyes of my grandson I see the world totally new again.
I smile because it is a new vision I want him to REMEMBER throughout his life.
I see the picture above of my grandson and his Daddy (Jordan is AWESOME!)
I see the look on Amanda's face when she looks at Zephyr.
I remember that it starts here.

I want to end my days knowing I never stopped smiling and never stopped being a child in heart.