things that make me go "Hmmmm...."

Some days, you can't help but wonder.

I notice I react oddly to being controlled. Sometimes even thinking I am being maneuvered into a situation I do not want to be in can cause excessive anger.

What is up with that? When did I stop giving the benefit of a doubt? I used to 'allow' emotions to wash on by. Not now. I seem to be unable to stop getting angry. I feel used... not sure where the hell it comes from but MAN it makes me pissy. Dreams are even turmoil-ish and I flip over a lot in bed. Can't stand covers on me cause the covers seem to feel like I am held down in my sleep.
Poor Jambalaya won't even pop up onto the bed with me anymore.

So dreams are the subconsciousness working things out. I felt 'tested' all night.
My neck hurts. Stubbornness? What am I being stubborn about?

I want a good nights sleep.