Wednesday, August 02, 2006

keep breathing

Chris....
GREAT ADVICE!!!!

hehe

My daughter is stressed ... so was/am I. I think I had a gift come out of the "babes mouth" tonight. My friend Brian Gagnon told me to stop asking why.

Amazingly I feel calm and I am looking forward to discovering the same calmness in the morning.

Interesting turn of mind and I am relieved it arrived.
Time to rest adn let the healing continue. Hopefully no dream answers. My brain is tired and my heart needs to just pump the blood around IN my body.

I go to see the doc again tomorrow. Hopefully to be released from house arrest (WHICH I did not know he had placed me on!). Marty told the doc I went outside today....he blew a gasket apparently.
I also think Marty likes telling me tall tales in foreign accents to make me laugh and relax. My doctor is East Indian and has a FABULOUS sense of humor!

Antje today understood my need for the type of hugs I give/get/trade/need and supplied more than I could hold in my heart. I wish I was not so stuck in my head because when you needed me... I was not there for you. We have had several moments though thoughout our friendship. You were right in what you said. Time to work on things and I appreciate your love.

Marty and Brian made me laugh with a beer, food, and a dvd-on-the-couch-folding-laundry-night.

Just hanging out. And get this...



we had the TV up REALLY loud cause Marty (nor Brian... nor I) could hear what was being said on the screen for some reason.

No... it isn't age.



Well maybe for two of us it us :)


No need to ask why

I like that Brian.

Thanks

Love

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

Early in the morning, Rise into the street, Light me up that cigarette and I strap shoes on my feet. Got to find a reason... A reason things went wrong. Got to find a reason why my money's all gone. I got a Joker. I can still get high. I can sing like a mother fuckin' riot!
-Sublime.