A newness ARRIVES!

Waiting so long to find myself. My Momma always told me to "get to know CIRCE cause she is someone you're gonna love!"
She is and was correct.
I have discovered some hard truths about myself and am discovering how to balance all of me.
There is excitement at the charge I finally feel in heart. A realization of WHO I PERCEIVE me to be and I love the Dance of Life.
I know where I want to go in my career and my ability to be only responsible for me. I know I have a lot to teach but I still have much to learn.

The first of the year is traditonally the start of new projects. I look at it as the physical reality of what I have been mentally accessing and intergrating into my conscience side. Not always seeing the pitfalls but seeing my goal reached. School will be expensive but it is what I choose to do. I have always told my kids that the best education is what they pay for themselves. They will value the accomplishment more and it will be what THEY choose it to be. I only want to see them complete their goals.

SO...


I am doing this for me, also. I tell it and I can live it.

Newness is here in my perceptions also. There is no anger or blame. There is only my regocnition of what is right for me and my choice is mine alone. Just like everyone elses.
I love you all and know that who I am is as valued as who I was.
I like being a Grandmother. It will be nice to have a child around that plays and can see the world in newness, too.

I value each of you for all of my evolution.

Happy Newness to you all.