Monday, November 08, 2004

Still wanting to ride....

and not just in dreams or thoughts.
Have you ever had the feeling that a MAJOR change in your life is coming and you wait and you wait and you try to guess where it is coming from?
Then BANG!
It arrives and you have NO damn clue what to do with it?

Well I am in that situation.

But I don't feel this need to run away from what ever it is that is coming.
I feel happy and at balance and curious and girly-girlish ( now THAT is a weird feeling for me) and EXCITED!
I wonder if it a high from riding my bike yesterday ;)
If it is...I love this kinda high better than the old life style! WAY BETTER!

I have a most wonderful time planned for this weekend. I am going to go spend it with a friend and do some exploring.
Maybe we will work in the yard...maybe fart around doing nothing. But I do plan on talking....lots of mind stimulating talking!
I love that. It feels good in my brain that is stuck with repeating thoughts at times of my job and dealing with frustrations from customers and engineers.

I plan on singing and hopping like a kid. I may even dance in the living room like a monkey (don't know what that is but I am willing to try it out!) and doesn't that sound like fun?

Gonna take my bikes also!
Maybe more wind baths are needed. OOOO I wonder if we have time to fly a kite?

The FEELING...and yes these are important to me...is that I feel safe and excited and curious and...and...and...just excited!

I am so looking forward to the weekend that I am rushing the week. LOL
Like that is something new.
But tonight I am home...Sharon got my hip back into place...and she bought Chinese from a BRAND NEW ACROSS THE STREET place named CWok.
Kinda catchy..and the FIRST tasting was pretty good.
The second and third time will tell for SURE!
Tomorrow night is CLIMBING!!!!
YIPEE!!!
Gosh I hope I have some climbing partner show up (ANTJE?????)...but if not...I'll just boulder around a bit.
Wednesday I am doing mosaic tables again at Absinthe Lounge. Fun teaching others what I have learned.
I guess I need to take a picture or two of what is completed now.

ANYWAY...just kinda bouncing around right now. Maybe a nice snuggle in the clean sheets and a book to read.
Yes Marty...I am STILL reading Zeke and Ned.
LOL

Love, hugs, and laughter to all!

Circe

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