Stopping time

WHOA NELLY!

Can you tell by the time I am writing this that I am going through a hard time sleeping?
Can't seem to shut off the mind.
Several events of late have been weird. My dreams are very lucid. Details that stick with me throughout the day for my pondering.
Several déjà vu events. Disturbing when I drive and the 'scene' is playing out in my head and causing me to lose my sense of where I am at.
It seems that it has something to do with my job. Don;t get me wrong on this statement...but the job holds love and hate in almost the same instant. I like working with people and learning. The ability to gain information and make determinations in regard to the REAL problem is fun. The repetitive drone of data entry is boring. I find at times that I cannot hardly keep my eyes from crossing up and wanting to nap a little.

I still feel like there is a flow to my life. I am just not sure if I am going downstream or upstream.
I think most of the time it is staying even with the pace of the river.

My roommates leave tomorrow for Thanksgiving vacation in Colorado.
I am staying here at the casa... very awesome actually.

I heard on the news today a DJ asking to have the 'Most horrible Thanksgiving Story you can remember" called in to him. How DARE he!
To remember a holiday that is titled "THANKSGIVING" with bad association? Hell of a way to start the HOLIDAY season with. No matter WHAT your belief is, WHY would you want to remember the NEGATIVE?!?
Yes the holidays are commercialism but it seems to me that the holidays when people TRY to be friendly!

Come on Guys and Gals. Give each person you meet a smile, no matter what! I do not intend to cook but I do intend to enjoy my time and finish up a few things in my home.