" oh behave ! "

to borrow the quote from Austin Powers.

Sad, isn't it?

I stayed home or rather stayed at a couple of friends home this weekend.
I took 2 naps yesterday!
I have sleep 7 and 8 hours at night.

I like this!

It feel so much nicer going to sleep and not have the drugged effect when waking.
Sometimes it is hard to sleep though.

Lots of changes in my life.
Some are great patience lessons.
I am not stressed about it though. I had fun at my friends' home. We took it easy, I turned OFF my phone (unbelievable) and no computer work.

Felt weird...but it was nice anyway. Like a vacation.

I am talking to the doctor about getting off the antidepressants.
I am really getting tired of depending on medication.
Mostly the cost of it.

I also have a boyfriend.

More on that later.
I want to make sure the relationship has some steadfast footsteps to it before I really talk about him.
He really is a nice man. I think my kids will approve.
:)
Doesn't really matter if they approve or not but it is nice to know they like someone I plan on being involved with.

Get this! He is emotionally available!
A first in my history.
:)

For some reason I have chosen partners that have been emotionally immature or distant and unwilling to grow.

Must be that ego thing again. (blushing) I hate thinking I can fix the world and then get shown I can only fix myself ;)

WHATEVER! It works to just forget to look and they will find you.
Odd circumstances my darlings.
My children look at each of the 'potential intimates' as being less then.
I don't think I ever asked these type of questions to my daughter's dates.
I can't wait until she gets to be a Mom.

ROTFLMAO

THAT will be fun!

Other changes are occurring in my family. Mostly the eldest ones are in and out of hospitals....Children and their job changes, needs, worries, school....
Same stuff you try to tell them what to do about when they live with you...and as they get older you just listen to the concerns and ONLY give advice once asked for it.
NOT a MOMENT sooner!

I am having fun since my back quit hurting.
I love the Dr that worked on me. Direct, funny and VERY articulate and delved into the theory and history of acupuncture. We had a great discussion about the techniques and application of said techniques to my body.

Feels GREAT!!!!
Eyes are doing great.
New home is nice.

We will see how the boyfriend develops.
Maybe he will be gifted with meeting my family...... eventually :)

Oh gosh I hope he is ready for that....they ask a LOT of questions!
LOL

I honestly think since his sense of humor is as fast as mine....he will fare well.

He may even top Amanda and get her to respond with..
"So...tell me...what do you REALLY think about (put ANY QUESTION here)

LOL

HAPPY EASTER!!!!!