Inside Out

Do you realize how difficult it is for me not to talk at my job? Smoothing the angers of people and just chattering to them? I am really pretty good at getting information out of a client.
You ask questions.
Easy.
So why are people afraid to ask questions?
Object of the interaction is to get what is inside to be out.
Thoughts, reactions, desires, goals, and of course what will make a person satisfied that you assisted in the resolution to the very best of your ability.
You tell them and then you do it.
Simple.
You follow through with what you say.
I can do this at work so easily. It is impersonal. Kinda removed from physical space. My voice and confidence have to carry through the digital exchange of tones.
Physical sight means they are able to watch me motion with small involuntary twitches and eye motions. Like I am always looking for an answer. It is my nerves. I know in my head but sometimes have to search for the reference materials. I associate almost every thought I have with an action. Weird to think about it. I even sigh if I cannot move.
Except when I am sitting on my couch and looking at the trees. The way the wind moves the leaves...the depths of shadows and green. I imagine I am walking in my fields of coolness.
Easy
Simple and non active.
A very old friend reminded me of that today. HE is a very long time ago great one. The times of when we were 15 and 18. (Les was older of course! Can't have it any other way in high school...) we walked a lot to the pond and the trees. There were plenty of walks and sitting in trees in my yard too.
But the walks to the end of the runway and looking at the trees. The water.
Then driving in his Torino.... Just really peaceful.
I had forgotten those. I was always so curious. I convinced Les to show me how to print photos in his dark room. The lessons of graininess, depth, and shadow. Focusing became a challenge again. How can we present the abstract in a reality shot?
Leslie, you were so clever in your humor.

I remember what you asked tonight about my travel bug.

I thought about it and could not feign from enlightening you this way.
I want to go to different countries. I have a talent I can share. I need to get my act together and get my license. I can go to different resorts and work as a masseuse rather easily.

I can take a vacation and scope out the opportunities and gather education abroad. Share it as I go.
Pass on the knowledge and teach.
I love working with people, too. I like finding out about their thoughts and reactions. It all leads a path to how you work on the body to heal.
Belief holds strong magic in the words you use.
Amanda reminded me that I told her that for all the asthma.
So why is it I am doing this to me? Mentally.
Afraid that if I move "IT" will disappear?
Heck, silly woman...things and people change.
That is what ALL of this is about.
Blessed are we to travel a path together for a while.
To part and share those thoughts with others that we see along the way... add to and not take away the joy in the experience.

All of these things thoughts actions I know and know how to do.

Tonight I breathe easy
Inside
and
Out


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I liked what I wrote this early in the morning and wanted my family to see it also.) Circe @ MySpace.com