too long a time...and too short in memory

wow...almost the whole month and nothing written? Well except for my thrilling time with My Wonder-boy grandson Zephyr's visit.

My bestest friend Marty and his amazing wife MyeoungHee were here to visit, too. I got to meet the twin granddaughters of said bestest friend, and see his family again. Missed some of the people (then again a man with 6 other siblings...hard to notice you missed SOMEONE at times :)

My son, Jason is amazingly entertaining! I adore him and always have. He is doing well in school and I refuse to worry!
My daughter and her family are doing well.
My niece is engaged! Yep! She is well also.

Get this... my DADDY made a Facebook account! My Step Dad closed his...guess I should have not inundated him with the little "games".
Momma still refuses to use anything dealing with a computer :)


I am so glad to have gotten to see Marty and meet MyeoungHee. I miss my bestest friend deeply. One of the EASIEST relationships I have. Literally NO JUDGMENTS....just patience and understanding in how we grow up.

I am finally getting better after a serious issue with bronchitis. I guess I should have admitted to my boss that I was to be confined for 3 days minimum when I went to the doctor. Damn ego I have. "I can do it!" will eventually kick my tail end if I do not listen to the PAID FOR ADVICE next time. LOL Ah heck...aren't I still invincible?

So my last 3 days have been sleeping and numbly taking medications. I sort of remember that to change the channel on TV became hard to do and I slept through some odd programs which incited several odd dreams.

I got to talk to Z on the webcam last night! He had a rough day with attitudes of a 2 year old and was kinda not looking forward to bed ;) imagine that. LOL


I have been attending School to get the massage license in order. It is kinda difficult at times to deal with work all day then school for 4 hours each night. Weekends are for homework that I did not get finished with during the week. I can't stay up till 2 anymore and make it to work and make it to school. Thank goodness Linda watches my dog while I go to school so he isn't in a kennel all the time.
I did get a different job before the previous company I was working for moved to Boston, MA. It is REALLY close to home... thank goodness. My truck is really needing repairs and there is no way I can afford it. Bike is gonna be handy very soon. I wish I could ride it today to test my timing to the job and then to home and then to school at night. Both are very close to home.

It is interesting to note that even though I do not make what I used to make I can make ends meet...barely. But I can.

I am very grateful for what I have and for what I do not have. Very grateful.

There are a few more of my old acquaintances that I have started talking to again by email or IM chats.
I think I am catching up to life a little. Almost 1 year in retrospect has done me well.

I have decided that once I have my license in order again I am going to move to Austin. HOPEFUL that I can convince Jason to move home to TX after he graduates college, too!
Yes, I am selfish :) I accept I love my children and want them around me.... The only desire to go to FL is in order to see my son.
I don't want to be swallowed into Amanda and Jordan's life, either. Austin I have always adored. I wish I had not been so hung up on other things and had taken my chances with Leslie when that avenue was available.

God how I do miss him.
Sad to realize how afraid I was to allow someone to be in my life because they loved me and I loved them.
You are ALWAYS deserving of love. Everyone is.


So now I am stuck in an apartment looking at beautiful skies and I cannot go outside just yet.
I have to study and that is good. I want to play and I can't just yet.
Hopefully, after this coming week, I can ride my bike back and forth and time test. Then I can park the truck and not worry about being late to work or school. I will worry about fixing the truck later on.

Eventually, I will have another 3 old bills paid off and then be debt free. I look forward to it actually.

I guess I am still lacking O2 in my body as I feel the strong need of a nap. I did manage to walk Jambalaya today around the complex 1 time without having to rest. It has really SUCKED this week. Thank goodness for Linda. She took him on a long walk yesterday afternoon.

Maybe I am just needing to sleep a little more period. At least I can breath without wheezing myself into wakefulness.
Oh, and Jacque..... THANK YOU for the humidifier as it was a great help! JUST what the doctor told me to get.

okay. Nappage sounds yummy now.
later!

Vacation Time!

I am SO excited to be on my way to a fabulous vacation time for a whole week. This includes time with Zephyr (my littlest love of my life) and time with My very bestest friend Marty. I get to meet his wife, MyeoungHee, and I think it will be a fantastic time!
I get to be at Tt's graduation party too! (Tt is Marty's youngest daughter who is graduating from College!) I will also HOPEFULLY get to meet the twins Jilly and Jenna (o m goodness they are SO cute!) and introduce Zephyr to them too!

I plan on takling Zephyr rock climbing and a train ride. Films to follow for sure!
Hopefully I can take Marty and MyeoungHee to a bar named "The Lift" (in Uptown). A gentleman that I knew from Childhood is the manager/owner there. Been many years since I have seen Tim. LOL He said he had run into my Daddy off and on over the last 20 years. How funny that Daddy never mentioned it. :) Ah well, Tim has not seen me since I was 9 I think.... LONG time ago. Is okay... bet I can out run him now :)

So for a week if you need to talk to me... you had better call.
No computer will be on!

WOOT TOOT TADAH!!!

NEXT year plan: South Korea for me! Maybe even Punta Cana...

Witch's Rune

awesomely wonderful and peaceful feeling to me.