there once was a time.....

when i thought i had it down
that i could be anything and everywhere

sad realization

humanity is not so fun when you realize that you love your kids wonderfully deep and know to let them go their own way. then discover that you cannot make shit out of your life.

once held in love by a man (or that was what he said) and then to realize that his 'dream' only included him.

no more trust for males except my kids
period
you all suck


My caring middle sister,,,,i won't move into your home. you have a husband and the niece
which is too much and i don't want to have ANY issue with you or percieved events.
trust me it is best


Daddy I don't think you read these and that is okay
I unload what is happening here
I appreciate the assistance. I will return the money once the balance of my 401 arrives. then you will not hear from me again. is good i think.
then you won;t have to worry about 'lecturing'.

Jason I miss you something fierce

for those that are interested.....

• Let me know and I can email my resume to you.

Thanks for reading

Signing off now

i am FINE...really

Life is just a little difficult at the moment.
No job does that to you. No medical insurance. No life.
Not driving as much as possible. Hope the phone will be on for a while longer.
I have a pay as you go phone but once I make the next payment for time on it that will be IT
call the landline if you need me.
DO NOT call my cell please unless you are ATT or Cingular. I cannot afford you.

I cannot afford anything :)
Amazing what a job pays for.

Amazing that because I am 48 they don't want to hire me. Maybe my "experience" cost to much in the long run.

I can stay in my apartment until I can pay the rent on 4-20-08....
I hope I can be started at a job soon.

No I have not applied nor will I EVER work at McDonald's. Gak. Totally
I honestly have been walking and placing my resume all over the place.
I do not care if the EEOC causes S****** or not. OVER. I know they broke the rules by firing me while I was covered by FMLA. I reported it. It is up to the EEOC to decide if they wish to persecute or not. My manager was the one that did NOT want the paperwork I had for him.
Protected my job, eh? You decided that AFTER I was questioning your reasoning for putting an asshole on the 'supervisor' position who has a damn anger issue with people.
Went to bat for me, huh?


Yes I am PISSED at the occurrence, but I do trying to not care anymore. Interesting when I tell hiring agencies who I worked for that they tell ME that they have SEVERAL complaints about the company and no longer will send qualified applicants.


Normally I am a nice person. Always helping out in anyway I can....except in money cause I NEVER had money.

I find that there are a lot of things that are going away.

Who's next? If it is a job you think I can do please let me know?