life frustrations bring clearer understanding????

Amazingly... trying to make major changes and the determination to succeed is hampered by equipment failure!

I wonder how long my patience is gonna last with trials.

My dad and step-mom came to visit for a brief time. They gave me $100 to help with a battery.
I choose to buy food since I had not been able to buy food for 3 weeks. I woke up this morning and the truck won;t start.
looks like the battery bit the dust or maybe threw up on my truck innerds. Some acid is across teh radiator.
The Alternator has gone out. The water pump needs replacement too.
BUT because I bought food instead of a battery I now will be walking or riding my bike. Which is not all that bad of a thing.
Except I still have to make the truck payments...

I don;t really understand WHY all is going south at this time.

I am frustrated as hell.

I will be riding the bike to work and home and to class. I have not figured out how in the hell I will be able to carry my gear bag on it though for class. Every night I have to bring in equip to do class massages and books for class. That is about 40 lbs of gear.
I think I can do it so I have to try.
It will be the timing I worry about. I cannot afford to be late. I can't afford the make up classes or have low grades.

Please... someone just tell me it will be okay????

I hate crying